Cross of Experimentation

Gates: 16 Skills, 63 Doubt, 64 Confusion, 9 Focus.

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In short

When this cross shows up in the light
You can hold on to an idea for years without letting go, waiting for the chance to actually carry it out.
When this cross shows up in the shadow
You may be plagued by doubt and confusion over whether the thing you're holding onto will ever actually happen.

Full breakdown

Gates: 16 Skills, 63 Doubt, 64 Confusion, 9 Focus. Gate numbers: 16/63, 9/64.

Moving into Juxtaposition, tribal influence gives way to mental pressure from Gates 63 and 64 in the Head Center. These people stay locked onto completing the experiment they've identified with, yet doubt whether it will ever be finished and feel confused about why it hasn't happened yet — all of which produces real anxiety about whether the experiment will ever run at all.

These are the people who carry the same proposal under one arm for fifty years, repeating: 'This experiment has to be done. Someday, somehow, someone has to do it.' In everyday language we'd call this neurosis, but it's really just part of who they are. Remember that it's ultimately the collective that decides what's acceptable, whether we like it or not — and this Cross pushes, doggedly, toward getting something done, identified so deeply with the goal that the grip is almost impossible to break.

Gates of this cross

16Enthusiasm — The Art of Channeling Energy 63After Completion — In the spiral of life, every ending is a beginning 9The Taming Power of the Small — Mastering Detail 64Before Completion — Transition, like birth, requires decisive forces to come to pass

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